today sucked

fight with the beau first thing in the morning

then crying episode about my mom

then I almost passed out in my last class and I don’t mean sleep I mean like conk the fuck out

then I took my car for the first time to a drive through car wash and it didn’t work and wasted my money and by didn’t work I mean it didn’t even go, and my dad just laughed at me when I called him on the verge of tears with frustration

then the beau’s phone died during a time when it would trouble me most, for like, four to five hours

then I come home only to be locked out with my dad sound asleep and I am fucking terrified of the dark and it gets pitch dark outside of my house so I was bawling by the time I got to the doorbell to ring it

fucking

awesome

day